Heart beat

your smile,
is everything,

u make me smile,
everytime ur by my side,

my heart beat,
gets quicker,
everytime im with you,

just when im being drawn to the darker side,
your smile,
your laughter,
have brought me back to the light side.

loving you,
makes me feels lively again.

a new day again

7 in the morning,
awake on my bed,
sound of the rain drops,
makes me felt sleepy.

a new day has begun,
indicating, time flies,
hoping that time could stop,
cause i, was not prepared for exam,

all the,
tension,
stress,
is gone after adv maths test,
but,
phy A and phy B will reignite the stress and tension.

Blog reading kills

its been a while since i blog and read blog,
today, i decided to just take a look at a few blogs,
well,
i dint know why and how,
when i was reading "some1's" blog(sorry cant mention the name),
i felt jealous, jealous that u might like him,
my heart, feels the pain, although i tried to be more optimistik,
i felt jealousy, i couldnt tell is it whether i had already fallen for you or what?
it just keeps bothering me,
to an extend, i might alrd fallen for you without even realising,
its like, i felt really happy with u by my side,
u could really cheer me up,
its like, everytime ur by my side, i feel so happy and lively(even when im in a bad mood)
and right now i felt really hurt and jealous when im reading your blog,
i not sure whether is it that im really in love with you or not,
but i guess i could tell, i might had a lil feelings for u.

in memorials of lala(my gerbil)

                               lala(left),kiki(right)
today just came back from kuantan,
lala was found dead in the cage but luckily kiki was still alive.

me and my family is very sad for lala's death
it was unexpected.
however, whats done is done, lala is gone and is never coming back
may lala rest in peace

IN MEMORIALS OF:

LALA

a new life

my life will be getting better and better,
it is what i told my subconscious mind,
it is now time, for me to retake over control of my subconscious mind.

well...

i guess,
i have to just gave up hope,
i dont want to think anything else,
i dont want to continue my love life,
its much more suffering than i thought it would be,

i, never regretted loving you,
i will try my best to forget you,
although i might be sad for a very long time,
but its worth it.

is it really me?

i've start reading your blog again,
this time, i dint get hurt while reading it,
the changes that you have made,in your blog,
made me wonder again,
is it really me?
that you were writing about.

i did try to forget you,
but, as always,
failed to do so,
eveything about you,
just etched in my memory so deeply,
i really hope,
it was me your writing about.

give me a sign,
if its me,
just give me a sign.

The revive..

*beep* *beep*
heart starts beating again.
this blog has come to life again..